live it OR regret it.

RIP steve jobs , Iphone 4s stand for Iphone 4steve :) gonna owned it !

Assalamualaikum , Alhamdulillah , Allah give me a chance to breath again.hey , folks , wondering where the heaven am I ? Im here.still in Malaysia , I wish I can butt off to oversea , let say , USA *crossing fingers*.I dont know why I wanna go there so effing badly.There are a lot of inspirational people there.well , stop crapping much.Like my mom said , wherever you go , wherever you are , its experience.doesnt matter if you're going to find a job or fooling around , it's still an experience.it's a LIFE.It feel so good when you finally have a time to went home and meet parents , *sigh* ouh , crapp , since my older brother have a baby , you guys have to call me Pakngah :) hehe. wait , back to the topic.It's my decision to find a job right ? I mean , it's not somekind of serious job , like I said , I wanna learn or gain something new. *if you dont get it please read the previous post*.to sum up the job that I've done , heh , to many to count , but still , heh , it's countable :P ok , now I have to confess , world are not cruel , but its filled with cruel people.hope you get it.Since , I've been traveling lot of places to find a job , I've met lotsa people too.It's not so COOL when you met a people that you think you can trust , it turns out DEFINITELY NOT!!!!Im sorry , I cant wrote here , it will give me HEARTACHE.well , welcome to the world or adult world.Now I know , not all the grown ups ARE really a GROWN UPS. The people you thought he/she will worked out professionally , heh , they're WORST THAN AMATEUR.see , that's EXPERIENCE.Too bad , I cant show my true colours yet , I cant be me when I surrounded with people who have more than 2 faces , I cant be 'my true name' when people try to stabbed me at the back or step their foot at mine.SORRY.I CANT BE ME. If the world errr people , FRANKLY , ARE CRUEL , I'll be THE CRUELEST.Im gonna do The silent treatment ,and the oh-look-im-a-loser-why-dont-you-just-punch-me.... whatever :S That's definitely 'me' CURRENTLY ! *im sorry , my english not so good tho :X*

Ok PAUSE it right there.I'll be continue :S


pssst:

Dear Hadif Fayyadh , welcome to the world , Imma gonna tell ya' this ,

IM GONNA BE AN AWESOME UNCLE YOU'VE EVER KNOW :)

big bro baby , and I'm his UNCLE :)